Settling - A Novel Routine

I feel a settling within me. The resistance to relaxation is reverberating more and more lightly. It is easier to be. Tears for the clouds, tears for stars. That openness above that I always knew was still there pairs with an opening within. Seeing the stars I haven't seen in years and I'm seeing their past and mine at the same time. I fall asleep with tears in my mind repeating they were there the whole time. Connection to Earth connection to space, this part of my humanity shall not be erased.